fuck a hydrocele

i played a lot of baseball in my childhood. was active all the way until high school started, where i then decided to play soccer. that's a whole other story, tho. anyways, the reason i mention baseball is because i would always have to wear an athletic supporter (cup) when i played. in 8th grade, i noticed that my left testicle was the size of a tennis ball. it didn't hurt, and i never thought it was anything crucial. it was more of a consistent uncomfortable feeling i was having, and alot of unnecessary weight on my scrtoum. haha, scrotum. i ended up having it looked at by a doctor, and finding out what the exact problem was. apparently, as a developing fetus, inside your mothers womb, a tissue is supposed to peel off of the testicle in order for fluid to drain out of it. mine never peeled off. i had the surgery, and from what i remember i was back to 100% within two weeks.

i am 23 years old. the same problem came back on the right testicle. i had the surgery, and am now recovering from it. let me tell you, it is alot worst as an adult. i can barely walk right now. my nut is swollen, and it feels like i just got kicked in the balls by a high heel. i have a bunch of percocet, but its starting to not really help. i am super thankful for my girlfriend, leighton, who has been taking good care of me during this shit ass time. my mom and grandma have been great, too. anyways, i thought i'd share my shit with you guys. at first there were thoughts of cancer being inside that little nut of mine. thank god it isnt cancer.

im doing good. i'll be fine sooner than later.